am in love again..
with the god who doesn’t exist
with the nothingness that existence befits..
with the spirit drained down the glass
with desires that have become sparse

am in love again..
with doors that never opened..
with the moments that i never spent..
with the self i wanna run away from..
with the smile i fake for some..

am in love again..
with the fearlessness that has off late dawned..
with the guilt free soul that i’ve donned..
with the questions that i would not answer..
with the reasons that i would not have to offer..

am in love again..
with the ignorance of what lies next..
with the chaos..with the unrest..
with the peace that death holds promise..
with victory that there is nothing i would miss